Today... sucked. There's really no other way to put it... not sugar coating it... it sucked. Pure and simple.
One of my best friends is pregnant... dont get me wrong. I am very happy for her because she also suffered from a loss and I know it broke her heart and that she is excited, but I can't help but want it to be me. I want her to not have to suffer another loss and am glad that she has a better grip on things, but with being upset about what this week's milestone was supposed to be... I just really didnt want to handle it.
Also, I broke down in the middle of Bass Pro Shop. Crying like an idiot. Why? Because some hugely pregnant woman shopping in the baby section just a few feet from me in the furniture section said very loudly to her friend "I'm so tired of shopping for baby clothes. I didnt even want this baby but he (the dad I'm guessing) wouldnt let me get rid of it." WTF? REALLY? Do you even realize how precious that being inside you is?
ugh. people.

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