Even in the house, I feel like I've been sitting on the beach... staring into the vast eternity that is the Pacific. It's been a whirlwind of a month with Matt's leave being pushed back, then restored, then spending time with the man I love, and finally having to say good-bye again.
It was kind of surreal having Matthew with me. I never knew how much someone could impact your life by their pure presence alone. It's amazing, really. I love him more than I've ever imagined I ever could.
Now I'm waiting to go home, to continue my internships, and apparently to test to find out if I'm pregnant or not. Hannah has already informed me that the two week mark of Matt flying out she'll be showing up at my house with a pregnancy test. How freaking exciting. I doubt it ever comes back positive.
It's been one hell of a month, but its time to go home, time to get back on track and wait until Matthew returns. It's time to stop living with Mom and Dad and grow up again.
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