I miss my Hubbs.
I love him dearly.
Today's picture is way over processed.
I really dont care.
I'm sleepy and missing Matt.
I wish I could have my best friend visit.
I need beach time and shopping.
Neither are really fun when I'm on my own.
Hmph.
ETA: I've been sitting watching TV all day, and even though I'm watching scary movies... all I want to do is sit here and cry. I wish I had the money to up and move everything to a place where I have family... where I have friends. I feel so alone. I want my husband to come home, and I'm still a little over a week away from the first month being completed. THE FIRST MONTH. Of an entire freaking year. My family is a thousand miles away on a freaking island, and the rest are hundreds of miles away in states that I can't get to because I don't have tires and a legit tag and registration. (the latter I'll probably try to deal with on Monday) But I mean... I can't stay with someone else forever. I married the man of my dreams and his job takes him away from me a year at a time. And in that year, I'm going to go freaking crazy. Lord help me. Matthew, I miss you. And i'm sorry I'm not strong enough to constantly carry on like when you're here. I'm going to just try to do everything I can to act "normal" until I get to see you again. I love you.
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