Waiting on a Military Miracle

I can't freaking wait to get pregnant again... to have a baby. Look at how cute that costumed little baby is. How cute he/she looks. I want my own to dress up. Originally I should be writing about how nervous I am to be a mother... how in just a couple weeks I'd be meeting our little boy or girl. I think this has a large affect on my emotions lately.

I just want my husband back... to try again to have a family. To be happy.