Waiting on a Military Miracle

I try to be positive. I try to have a smile on my face and in my voice. But some days, I just can't help but listen to that little negative voice always trying to break me down. I can't help it... I miss my husband, my family, my friends. Although I have a really good friend here, I still feel so abandoned... so isolated. I feel unloved.

I know how ridiculous that sounds. I know my family, friends, and of course my husband all love me. But when many of them are busy, and Matt is on a random mission and I can't talk to him for days, or weeks, on end... I just feel forgotten.